Patterns of Change
as we live      we find we do things over and over     until they become patterns
patterns define us       give keys to who we are          patterns of speech
patterns of movement patterns of expression            you say you want change
change isn't easy          hard to drop old ways            over time we have become
who we are                    point to our chest                    this is who i am
like the sculptor            i have worked hard                 to become me 
in all my weirdness       who is to say                 we are not like the house of cards
if one is pulled               the whole thing might fall       who can say which one
not to sound righteous     but accept me as i am           less than perfect                     
no easy way to remove          the offensive parts           cannot be cut away with scissors
swinging from your chatelaine       in church we heard       remove the plank
from your own eye      before you attempt to remove the splinter from mine     all is quiet
someone coughs in the back     the sound echoes           the liturgy continues               
i am not a sudden appearance     but rather i am a work in progress     i am not an apparition
i have been here for a long time        creating patterns     i hold the ends of the yarn
thread the shuttle        weave a life                                   in my own image
where is it written       we can ask another to change         we have been ourselves        
since we were kids       we have heard the call                      we have answered
now we are old              change isn't easy                               at any age
the day will come          we will lie flat                                     we will be food for the crows
we will begin to smell      you will recognize the change         the last change we will make
loved ones dabbing                tears from their eyes                  it will be a furtive change
the patterns we created          will be set                                    will be remembered
November 27, 2016
 
